Why must i fall in love?

Ahhh Well This Boy Israel Hernandez And Meh Went Out And Then My So Called Best Friend Ariel Lies To Him And Takes Him Away From Meh. . . Then He Texts Meh A Year Later And We Become Best Friend Then He Asks Meh Out Sayinq That He Never Stopped Likinq Meh He Was Just Heartbroken Cause He Thouqht That I Had Cheated On Him. He Says He Misses Meh. Now We Goinq Out And Once Aqain Im In Love With Him. . . I Dont Want To Be Thouqh But His Smile And Personality And Just How He Makes Meh Smile And Lauqh Is Just Uhh Hes So Perfect. But I Know Imah Get Hurt So Bad This Time. What Do I Do Someone Please Tell Meh What To Do Cause I Need Help.!):